Have you ever thought I’m so blessed. I have a dad that loves me. I did sometimes I had an empty cabinet. The only thing that was in my cabinet at our house for food was like one can of freaking spam that’s it I come home from school. There would be one freaking aluminum pan in the cabinet. I don’t know how long it was like for an entire summer maybe like 2 to 3 months every time I opened up that cabinet there’s just one damn can of aluminum spam where the hell is it?

All right, so then my friend had like a puppy so I will go to his house and he’ll be playing the Nintendo and look around his cabinets and stuff like there’s gotta be something I can have for food here and so sometimes I felt bad because I don’t like going other people’s cabinets like usually you should like have food in a sacred kind of way you like either have food or you don’t goodness I’m like a blonde haired girl from America and I had blue eyes and greenish eyes or something and I thought oh OK yeah where’s my dad didn’t come home no groceries the next day come home from school. Look at the cabinets no food same can of spam. I guess I’m not having any food today so I went back over to my friends house. All the big fluffy puppies sat down and thought well I guess I’m gonna hurt if I eat like three or four of his Tostitos maybe when his mom comes home I can ask if I could have some dinner with them so yes, my nice Friends’s mother made me a can of vegetarian spaghetti with no meat, thank God and it was just like she made like noodle sauce with no freaking ground beef. That was great because I hate that ground beef like a frozen dead cow came home from school and my father didn’t know I was hungry right oh God my great Grandad when I was on the back porch of the house in the summertime my grandmother’s father we were in the cornfield in his backyard. We had enough cornfield to feed a small Native American Indian tribe because my Grandad during the prohibition days he had to have his corn whiskey. We might not have had food, but my mom sure had a bottle of corn whiskey being Native American if she needed that that’s for sure you get sick. You got a cough or something to take a little shot of corn whiskey but I didn’t really ever have a problem with alcohol because I don’t like drinking the stuff but some people do I guess it’s not have bad if it’s 100% natural but even in Mesopotamia they had recipes for barley 6000 years Ago and so I have respect for beer companies. I mean there’s plenty of beer on the Earth I mean, Maine is full of breweries and oh how wonderful it must be if you have enough money to actually have a brewery because you have barley brewery then you might have actually bread and something called tea is something we didn’t have our cabinets but we really needed so my dad’s driving a truck and I’m wondering where is he going and why isn’t he coming home and bringing the groceries I waited forever like it seemed like I had to go stay with my friends finally I mean I was reading my church cabinets eat animal cookies one day. I was so hungry that I left the kitchen open to the church basement. I climbed up on the church refrigerator chair to get up on top of the church refrigerator. Yes, folks I climbed in through my church window and when I was about 12 years old, I climbed in backwards and through the church window and on top of the church refrigerator if you didn’t know this about me when I was a child and I climb down and I went to the kitchen I said I have reached the mega of animal cookies. I am now going to have some animal cookies and then I’m going to sneak out of the chapel after I go play the piano in the big congregation and my stomach stops growling so I ate about five animal crackers, but because I didn’t wanna read the whole kitchen even though I could’ve stolen the whole big gigantic bear of animal cookies I thought nope I gotta save some for the children that are coming to church on Sunday. They’ve gotta have their animal cookies but they won’t be missing five of them so I got like a giraffe and another kind of animal and another kind of animal. I think I get a lion hungry as a lion and then I went into the church congregation and I sat down at the piano and he started playing. It’s a piano that my mom used to play and it’s in a church that I really love and no matter how crazy things get no matter how bad people are no matter what corruption my Sunday school teachers have gone through even though nobody and my church ever did anything bad to me. I’m telling you this nobody in my church while they ever did anything bad, it’s only outside of church that things started getting weird and so I have to elaborate as a Christian. It is my duty and my responsibility to tell you the truth so I’m gonna try to tell you the truth, but other people aren’t gonna like me telling you the truth and I’m just gonna tell you the truth. I still have a voice to speak with because my vocals were damaged because some stupid guy I thought it would be OK to actually it was two stupid men. I wish it was two stupid dogs, but no dogs don’t go around raping women and shoving sausages in their throats who are vegetarians I was not I’m not someone who eats pig flesh. I have never really someone that eat pork. I don’t like it honestly so I guess someone thought it would be funny to come in my house and steal $230 of mine after shoving a sausage I think it was in my throat thing in my head and porcelain basin of my sink and then leaving with the money they stole they pulled my hair. I regret to say this stuff because it’s so terrible. It’s almost something thing I shouldn’t even be speaking of it’s unfathomable cruelty and it’s like you’re a girl and you wake up and you’ve got semen in your hair and you’re a celibate girl and you don’t even want to be with those people like I haven’t invited anybody in my house into that much and I have weren’t that guy said stay away for me and the reason I said it is because I meant it I guess sometimes words don’t make a difference. Sometimes you have to act on the way that you feel and that’s when things get really really interesting or really complicated so this doesn’t have anything to do with my father doing anything wrong yeah happy Father’s Day father are you talking about my father in heaven my heavenly father yes, my heavenly father has not done anything wrong to me so I’m still good with God I’m so good Jesus, but I’m not good with these people that follow Lucifer like Satan and his minions and my dad’s doing the best that he can roll with the punches here he doesn’t know what the hell is going on. Should we ask the 49 blinds or are they too messed up on marijuana as usual when they wake in the morning and they step outside and they go where the hell is a rapist today what’s he driving? Is he gonna be driving the Subaru legacy that belongs to Peter? I don’t know what says if it’s a glory day or not maybe we could ask the glorious glory filled morning glory and ask her if Peter borrowed the Subaru or the truck or is it that the sun will come out TAMARA and then she’ll be driving a truck that belongs to whom I guess Gloria at morning glory don’t drive trucks but maybe Peter does when he’s on his way to go with Clifton to go trade in a Subaru legacy because I told everybody that they both been driving it so it kind of it’s funny when you have to tell people you’ve been raped and at first it was by a squirrel pie, eating man that had come in your house October 1, 2021, and you tell the police about it and then you get raped less than a year later in September 25 on your cousin’s wedding night and you don’t tell anybody about it cause you didn’t wanna bring any uncomfortable awareness to that because you understand the sacredness of marriage and the sanctity of it so of course five months later I had to say something about it but first they only said something to my friend, my sister and my mom I didn’t even tell the police cause what good is that gonna do maybe they’ll come over while they’re blasting NWA and their loudspeaker or I will. I don’t think they can do anything about it. You ask Sky where he was and he says oh no, I wasn’t there and then he has like an alibi and doppelgänger or first they ask anymore of these days they sent an interloping Asian officer to get your version of the story then they give that back to the Guy whose have paying their salary or giving them a bonus check in addition to it to find out what you told them and then they will build their story around it. OK so she said that he came in at this time and this happened and then what they’ll do is they’ll build his alibi around that and his false witness there is such a thing that the Bible called shout not their false witness so I gotta go cause I’ve got to finish writing an email text my aunt back. We were trying to unclog my drain and sink the other day after we went to go shopping for some nice flowers how lovely that was you go to the point where I was like no matter what happens. I’m gonna tell the truth and so that means that some people aren’t gonna be comfortable with that just like Jesus when he flipped over the tables of the money changers do you think people were happy about that or comfortable when he did that to them now there is priest through there getting all their money and their full outfit adorned with probably semi precious stones and the sand he didn’t say who is this coming up and he says oh here’s the boy that you ask us questions since he was 12. What’s he doing today he’s like 32 years old now where did he go? I guess he went traveling to places like Nepal or India or Greece or Egypt and he kind of went to different lands and he came back after me maybe from the age of I’m guessing 30 to 33 cause they crucified him when he was about 32/32 but probably like almost 34. That’s why Jude had this 33 gold coins right one for each of the life that Jesus lived and he flipped over their tables and said what are you people doing here exchanging money for these animals I mean, there’s a temple right David belt while David lived in the temple that God belt that was meant for him to come down the father of the Lord Jesus was going to come down to communicate with David who is a humble Sheperd king yes David probably like cheese and stuff too, but Jesus didn’t like the burn offering he came up into the temple is like what are you people doing? He didn’t hesitate he stormed right through. He went through that place. It was like they turned Jerusalem into a BAZAAR he’s like OK what you guys got going on here and then the temple had an altar and then the priest were there. Altar was like you walk up to the top of the Taberna, but it’s unlike the right side they’ve got like an outdoor thing and they’re like basically making a modern McDonald’s MOLECH grill up there like oh we’ll cook a bowl here and then we’ll get a ram here and we’ll get a lamb here and pretty soon. They’re gonna go into business and it’s gonna be like McDonald’s at the top of the temple in Jerusalem, everybody do you want a chicken nugget burger or do you want a lamb burger or I don’t know it’s called a Lambert’s and ask them if they want a lamb burger or no they better not so you know Jesus says I don’t think that God is going to accept you’re offering your folks. Do you really think you’re exchanging of these coins here is going to make a difference in the lives of the people down below. I mean, I thought that when Moses was buried in a valley near H-E-B RO and he was loved by God, but there is no longer and you need to have these burnt sacrifices. He’s not here. Where is Aaron? I don’t know. The temple is portable down below with the arc of the covenant it used to be an attend where God came face-to-face with them and a 10, but he’s not gonna come here with you people because you are exchanging money here for the sacrificial offerings why are you exchanging coins? What coins of the coins at the Roman governors on it or they used to have things called WANPANWOMPONWAMPAN I don’t know exactly how to spell it. The name of Americans that SHEKELS so Sally had a seashell down at the shore and then they made it into a form of currency and Jerusalem the seashells so like they weren’t exchanging seashells, but they had these Roman coins, and actually they found them that were there people were exchanging coins and Jesus is like what are these like why are you exchanging them? We have food for free down below. God gives you Providence you have the land of the Earth the rain you’re the blessing of the sunshine. You have the food that’s growing. You’ve got naturally everything you need but why are you exchanging temple coins with this other government on the rooftop here do you think God is gonna come down from heaven and want your coins so I guess he flipped over the coins and he said you people exchanging money here are pissing me off because are you gonna offer another alter here? Are people gonna start getting in line? I bet you it was like that Jesus is like they’re turning this place into a McDonald’s even though he didn’t know what that was so pretty soon you know maybe Jesus thought well I just had 4000 people in Galilee I mean 4000 layers of bread in 5000 if Jesus was a business man I wasn’t there and went. Oh yeah, I could sell my soul of the devil here if I wanted to, maybe these people could sacrifice the lamb come take the money with their coins and we could have people down below killing the Rams and the sheep and the auction that are supposed to pull the plow though those things are supposed to make way for the sweet potatoes to go in the terra root that makes the vegetarian sweet potato ya can make actual bread or plant-based protein you’ve got the butter turning the milk and the land of milk and honey down below. People are very exchanging metal coins so yeah, they pretty much could’ve if they slaughtered the things on the altar and Jesus came up with the bread. They would pretty much have a McDonald’s or they could call the LECH of Jerusalem for Her God I don’t know, but I don’t think they’re exchanging pigs. I think the Jewish priests were not that ignorant to have pygmy at the top of the temple it was a forbidden unholy food but nowadays it’s like people are so deranged that they would have a diesel bug burger like cast out the demon. It goes into a pig that jumps into the lake and then somebody brings it to Jerusalem to get exchange for money coins at the top of the temple is this like a modern day coin exchange? Can I get my currency exchange here? Are you guys having like burgers and stuff like can I have a lamb burger or how about we have a VEEZLEBIBEEZLEBUB burger like we could always cook a pig up here on the altar and see if God will come down and bless us. Ask him if he wants a bite of this dead pig and we’ll put some of the bread that I gave to the 4000 I mean, maybe I could go out of 4000 people or 5000 Galli if one of them wants to come up here and start making bread and we’ll go to business and we’ll have diesel. Bob burgers made out of the flesh of pigs you priest are so interested in having these coins over here from what is that room or Italy? What are they gonna start having Italian sausage burgers for sale on the rooftop the temples in Jerusalem oh please excuse me flip over your tables. I’m going out to the countryside to find my parents now and I’m gonna go get some free and some cheese or some cheese and bread or CHALLAH bread and some maybe bread pudding or some rice pudding with tapioca people are psycho. I think I’m gonna go find some olive oil and some bread now and some holy water and consecrate myself and go hide in the wilderness until you guys come to try to find me to kill me so sayonara see you later…… 

What the hell is it? What the hell is this can like I thought to myself, this thing is evil. I was like I am not eating this stuff so walk over to my friend’s house.

Have you ever thought oh my God