By April T Joines
1/30/24
( I had an idea in 2008 to become a clumsy ballerina , girl who was dancing beneath the legs of hip hop booty dancers & cheerleaders all in one video ) those were the very same ideas I shared with my bff in 2008~2009 before Taylor’s people used them in 2012~2013 & if she did somehow miraculously think of all 3 of those ideas herself just as I did then we must live in parallel universes with twin souls , &; Quantum Physics is perhaps real, or she thought of them herself , yet I think the latter is most likely improbably most definitely not likely. Or if we had the same kind of brain, that we be possible , it’s very improbable how all three of the concepts that I had were in the same video as hers . Especially the booty dancers crawling under their legs . That was my idea because I grew up in the south and I was bullied by some of the African-American girls in my school, because there was some racial tension in the south. I went to school and Philadelphia, where I became friends with some of the African-American people and one of my best friends from a new school that I went to was African-American so I told her on the phone I thought it would be fun to crawl underneath the legs of hip-hop booty dancers. So I doubt that Taylor thought that herself how many other white girls would think of something like that honestly? And so if someone gave my idea to her and then put it in her brain for a moment, inspiring her to think it was her own idea that could be a possibility or she honestly believes she thought of those ideas herself it’s sad how peoples minds can play tricks on them sometimes be much nicer people just tell the truth. a boyfriend with a computer hacker that could tap my phone. I had friends that were probably mutual friends of hers, but we don’t know each other personally Taylor & I, anyhow I became a fan of her after I made the comment Who is Taylor Swift anyways,ew? Actually said that when I was on the phone with my friend, sharing my ballerina, hip-hop dancer, cheerleader idea when we got off the phone I went to Best Buy and bought the album Fearless . Listen to it fearless , later in 2013 , 1989 Album out with my video ideas for Shake it Off , as a debut for her new Pop inspired album. So , believe what you want to folks, I’m just simple tell Omg the truth don’t harm the messenger .( clumsy ballerina , hip hop booty dancers & cheerleaderw all in one video ) those were the very same ideas I shared with my bff in 2008~2009 before Taylor’s people used them in 2012~2013 & if she did somehow miraculously think of all 3 of those ideas herself just as I did then we must live in parallel universes with twin souls , & Quantum Physics is perhaps real, or she thought of them herself , yet I think the latter is most likely improbably most definitely not likely. Or if we had the same kind of brain, that we be possible , it’s very improbable how all three of the concepts that I had were in the same video as hers . Especially the booty dancers crawling under their legs . That was my idea because I grew up in the south and I was bullied by some of the African-American girls in my school, because there was some racial tension in the south. I went to school and Philadelphia, where I became friends with some of the African-American people and one of my best friends from a new school that I went to was African-American so I told her on the phone I thought it would be fun to crawl underneath the legs of hip-hop booty dancers. So I doubt that Taylor thought that herself how many other white girls would think of something like that honestly? And so if someone gave my idea to her and then put it in her brain for a moment, inspiring her to think it was her own idea that could be a possibility or she honestly believes she thought of those ideas herself it’s sad how peoples minds can play tricks on them sometimes be much nicer people just tell the truth. a boyfriend with a computer hacker that could tap my phone. I had friends that were probably mutual friends of hers, but we don’t know each other personally Taylor & I, anyhow I became a fan of her after I made the comment Who is Taylor Swift anyways,ew? Actually said that when I was on the phone with my friend, sharing my ballerina, hip-hop dancer, cheerleader idea when we got off the phone I went to Best Buy and bought the album Fearless . Listen to it fearless , later in 2013 , 1989 Album out with my video ideas for Shake it Off , as a debut for her new Pop inspired album. So , believe what you want to folks, I’m just simple tell Omg the truth don’t harm the messenger.

Hello , everyone . Peace & Blessings. I’m not trying to steal Taylor’s spotlight because I could never do that from Taylor Swift. I did come up with a Shake It Off idea concept for the Shake It Off Video Concepts years before her video became popular . She may not even know they were my ideas . Someone maybe told her my ideas or maybe put the ideas in her brain and made them think they were her ideas who freaking knows all I know is that I shared those ideas with my friend and then that video happened a few years later the video Shake It Off, which is awesome and I’m really happy she made it because it made a lot of people happy and she did a really good job with that video. I’m sure some of her own creative ideas were in it but it’s probably not likely that she thought of those things on her own, all three concepts :

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Though they would most likely not admit that they borrowed ideas from a Bipolar girl they are way too lofty or arrogant or stuck up or ashamed or embarrassed to do that … being sarcastic & truthful. So I just thought I would share some of my sentiments about that : I’m not kind of artist who takes other peoples creative ideas from other people without their acknowledgment or approval . I like to use my own creative ingenuity. Taylor is multi, talented and extremely gifted, and I love her fearless album and her Speak Now & videos from her Fearless album a lot , that era was awesome . I’m not sharing this to try to become famous or to try to get accolades from her or her fans. She probably doesn’t even know who I am, and or the people that gave some of my ideas to her did not tell me , or maybe did not even let her know those ideas were mine originally. People might have stolen my video ideas probably never even told her about me and if they did, they were just talking smack and did not even care to ask me if I minded if they would make a popular video from ideas they borrowed , that is so messed up ! Haters gonna hate …hate….✨hate…✨hate…✨hate… Well, I’m just gonna shake that off and let it roll off my duck feathers that they stole yet another one of my creative ideas, though real true friends don’t steal their friends’ ideas or bf’s yet some people have no humility , no morality . It’s sad , though honestly whatever thank goodness for honesty at least I don’t not like the song and video Taylor and her team made ( they ) made with my ideas! Thanks for mentioning me in the video credits , guys ! The video was & is really awesome ! It makes me feel bad because the idea that I had would’ve been different. I would’ve done it a little bit differently a lot of bit differently. I had a different vision in mind what they did was completely different. I didn’t write this song for the video concepts interesting though that like someone said that even the song that they had for that video was stolen from another possible plagiarism for the actual song, because the lyrics were almost verbatim to a different song so it wasn’t an original song it was based on an off of someone else’s ideas to the song that was made Shake It Off for the video concepts that I had that would’ve gone into my own video but I wouldn’t have called my video Shake it Off, with those concepts , Kudos ,TS!
I actually liked the Shake it Off video a lot. Genuinely I am happy TS video made it , was an excellent song and video , it brung joy to other people inspired them to have joy and happiness and to celebrate diversity , that was the whole reason and point of the ideas 💡 that I shared with my friend Pryncess to begin with ! So mission accomplished vicariously , Taylor ! Good job
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Or They don’t or didn’t really know who I am or what kind of person I am or maybe they were judging me because I used to be a Go Go bar Dancer in the adult exotic entertainment industry sadly in my early 20’s , an era in my life that I am not proud of and now she dresses like a Go Go Bar Girl on her stage performances sometimes, scantily clad, that’s show business! I like it better when she’s wearing the comfy dresses they are nicer than the leotards. She’s still beautiful , though I am kind of sad that people borrowed my ideas without my permission. The truth is that was not nice . I did have a bf who had the ability to ‘tap ‘peoples phones , 📞 I’ll make his name anonymous, but he did have the equipment inside of his apartment when we were dating to be able to tap peoples phones before iPhones came out. I actually shared that video idea for ‘Shake It Off ‘ with my best friend on the phone before I even had an iPhone 5. It’s amazing , I shared my idea with my friend on a flip phone on , a track phone that I got from a radio shack and I did talk on my landline phone about my creative ideas and they were then a few years taken from me. They were stolen ) mi help and I don’t care if people think I’m crazy anymore I haven’t said anything about it for nearly 11 years and I’m tired of hiding my talents and abilities from other people. Trying to hide my own light inside while other people have the spotlight on them and I was hiding obscured for like over a decade and I’m finally just saying something about it now because I actually was focusing on other things altruistic , pop music, helping my animal companions & family , going to school to become a teacher to help children, and I could’ve cared less about becoming famous, because I cared more about children having proper education and having good morals. Since I’ve been making music , 🎶 music lately because it’s a passion of mine, and I also care about the performing arts, creative and performing arts I thought I just share a little bit of truth. I know I’m going out on a limb here and I’m basically standing on a plank with a bunch of sharks around me that are about to eat me alive, and those sharks are all the nice loyal Swifties that are fans of her Taylor’s who may possibly be upset at me for saying these things . Who knows ? Here goes … Jesus told us to “speak the truth to one another. “ So here it is …🐳 There she blows Captain Whale full speed ahead , there she blows! Arrrgh Matey!

◦ This information it’s just like inviting myself to be attacked by a bunch of sharks. Not that Swift fans are sharks ( no offense Sharky , I am also a Swift fan. I’m not gonna steal other peoples ideas though . I’m not sure if Taylor even knew that other people took my ideas from me and gave them to her so I forgave her and them a long time ago. I forgive & forgave her even if she did steal my ideas on purpose. I’m not happy about that , though I’m going to be more careful about how I share information in the future. Have not much to lose anyway, because I only have like 30 followers, as is so the chances of me ever becoming as popular as famous as Taylor is next to no chance.Zilch , nada , Zero . So it’s not gonna hurt me to tell the truth because I’m up shits creek without a paddle as is because the Taylor Swift production team stole my paddle from me a long time ago! Maybe next time I go to her concert they’ll have like a custom-made paddle for me with a life raft and give me a life vest & a bodyguard so that the sharks won’t eat me alive for rebuking or saying anything chastising about TSwift!
Hopefully Taylor fans won’t be offended of me I can paddle myself with my canoe safely paddle by while they pass me in a yacht on their way to Fiji! And try not to be inundated in the wake …they should not be mad at me for any reason I thought of the ideas for the Shake it Off video most of them for my own videos I never made. I haven’t taken anyone else ‘s ideas. Please don’t harm the messenger.That is, if they take offense to me, telling the truth about my ideas being stolen, but if they have any respect whatsoever for the creative and performing arts, and understand that there should be a code of conduct between artists,…that one artist should know better than to steal the creative idea or idea(s) of another. It should be common sense or courtesy , naturally , honestly ! For example Let’s say you are standing or visiting an art studio of an artist who is not well known ; you see a painting that someone painted there and then you go behind their back secretly spy on them or whatever and when they are not looking or unaware paint that exact same painting 🖼️ as theirs and they haven’t released it yet to the public in a gallery yet , then they advertise it on the Internet as their own painting, and then patent it and copyright it before that the person who painted the art originally has a chance to do that on their own , themselves , then the person who copied and stole or adopted the inspiration from the other original artist without permission whose ingenuity the painting originally came from is obscured , while the person who borrowed & stole that painting became extremely popular though the original artist did not receive any recognition as the original creator or artist, and no one knows the artist who created the idea originally, would that be considered proper behavior? Idk some extent No ,I don’t think so! It would be considered plagiarism. I’m not encouraging anyone to steal anyone else’s creative ideas! I do not approve of women who go around, trying to take each other’s crowns and trying to bring each other down or obscure s a omeone else’s talent by making themselves known in the spotlight, without even acknowledging or saying a thank you to someone that they stole creative ideas ; from it’s making me sick. Sadly , to be honest like I didn’t say anything for 11 years about this , I could have posted like 50 to 100 different videos about this but I am only sharing the simple humble comment and I’m only going to share this one time and I don’t need to hear any comments from anyone derogatory , because I don’t care what people say , sometimes I know I’m right about this. They are ljust gonna say either : ‘she’s bipolar or crazy ‘ because they use it as an excuse to make themselves feel better because they don’t have a disability themselves to justify their actions. So they downplay the other they stole from belittle them to be arrogant to make the other person they stole from feel small . It’s subtle bullying really and deliberate and belligerent! They make people they stole from feel small and insecure to make themselves feel better by not being nice to them ,then have or encourage others to look furthermore to them as famous artists of accomplished art they did not even think of themselves . Individuals who do that they are no better than thieves they are obscuring or like they have a selfish motivation. They don’t even say thank you to the person they stole the popular awesome creative idea that they took the accolades for and became super famous from Then they are going to deny it, that they ever even took the idea, to save their face and shame whoever they stole the creative idea from they borrowed and no justice is going to come to the person they stole creative ideas ingenuity from , unless they’re brave enough to tell the truth to people which would be the right thing to do, so that’s a possibility but I’m not going to be mad at Taylor Swift because I-Don’t know if she took my idea or if it was someone that was listening to my phone conversation that gave her my ideas and made them think they were her own . I consider myself a sister in Christ to Taylor like and I am a fan of hers and I will be her biggest fan but I will also be her greatest critic, when I see her posting things that I disapprove of occasionally I’m going to tell the truth to be honest . For example if one of my best friends has toilet paper on their shoe . I’m gonna tell them before they go out on stage ! Real friends, tell each other the truth, and try not to persuade them to do things that are not genuine or not good . Let’s be humble and let’s be real for a moment . Look at Look what you made me do ( LWYMMD ) I’ve wrote a blog about that and I think I should share it with people. It might help enlighten people because as a Christian I’m not gonna encourage anyone to have any harmful influence over another person . Taylor whether she likes me or not if I don’t like someone I don’t usually go out of my way to try to make fun of them and make other people not like them for no reason that’s just like kicking someone when they are down so people try to make themselves feel better by making fun of other people, especially those who have a disability . People should be ashamed of themselves she should ask the girls to put some clothes on in that video . Also should refer people to WWJD ( What Would Jesus Do ) h , instead while they’re flying around in their G6’s sometimes who stole ideas from me that make fun of me while I’m barely able to bring my groceries home in a pull cart, hoping that the wheel won’t fall off my cart while I’m pulling my groceries home in like -4° weather during or in between nor Easter’s as they fly from Fiji or London drinking their champagne in the sky, wearing the who is Taylor Swift anyways , Ew! Camisa’s and their fishnet stockings in their kinky knee-high boots while I’m like struggling to manage to bring my grocery cart home humbly without the cart falling apart and I don’t even even have a car to go places cause I came from a poor family and I did not even receive a Moon man award for my own creative video ideas they stole from or borrowed from me ! The truth is I’m a fan of Taylor, and I really respected her when I found out in her Speak Now album that she wrote all of her songs I feel immensely grateful to her for being brave enough to tell people what happened during her inappropriate scandal with that man touching her bottom, who should not have done that and I have respect for her for being brave enough to bring him to court because I’ve also been Girl that survived rape and being traumatized as a child from sexual abuse and I don’t want to talk about that. But I do have counseling psychology and a good psychiatrist and I’m thankful for people in my life that have compassion for me with my disability and understand that I am smart that people that have bipolar depression are still smart even a lady that wrote a book called bipolar, 101 who is a psychologist herself is bipolar yet successful Mariah Carey, one of my favorite singers: bipolar, very talented. I’m not trying to make other people not like Taylor that’s why I’m speaking positively about her and I got the negative stuff out of the way. It’s not even so much negative as it is just truth I need to be able to speak the truth, even Jesus says speak the truth to one another and I feel like Taylor is one of my Christian sisters and I’m not going to talk bad about her unless there is something I can do to try to help improve whatever it is that I’m trying to talk about, you shouldn’t give people negative criticism, you should give them constructive criticism to help them morally . With someone who has the kind of influence that Taylor has I think that using your fame to try to make other people be less famous than you, and then taking creative ideas from people that you don’t even say thank you to you publicly is like insulting , at best . I’m not even open to discussion with people about this like I already know my ideas were taken and I couldn’t do anything about it. I just had to either become a fan of Taylor and like her video but for so many years I didn’t even say anything to anyone because I knew that they would judge and they would say oh you’re just crazy because you didn’t think of those ideas , she did ! No she didn’t. I came up with those ideas before she did The problem that I have is that I have a bipolar diagnosis and I don’t have a financial budget major record label or way to make my videos with a production team, or a way to prove because I didn’t actually record my conversation with my friend but someone else was tapping my phone and they either gave her that information to her team or someone shared that information with her for those video ideas and made them think they were her own, and she got inspired to make a video with ideas that she thought that maybe she thought she thought of after they shared them with her I’m not sure …of but actually they were given to her by someone else, who got them from me. The world is small folks are lived in Philadelphia for 10 years . One of the largest cities in the United States of America and I used to go to New York sometimes and Taylor used to go to New York had an apartment there so she made her videos in Los Angeles New York. I have friends in LA and I have friends in New York and Philly Philadelphia , yo Philly .So it’s not impossible that my ideas were easily knicked and borrowed , pirated , bootlegged and all and it’s just people are trying. They worry that if they don’t disagree with me then, or they worry that if they agree with me that Taylor and her fans will not be liked by her or them . They worry about Taylor and her fans not liking them or literally hate , hate ,hating them ! 😂🤪 if you live on the planet earth right now, and you don’t like Taylor Swift, consider yourself excommunicated from the planet, like I might as well go find a spaceship 🛸and find a new planet to inhabit. I would like to do that someday but it have to be a purple planet that has like fluffy animals on it that are nice and friendly vegetarians. Maybe I could bring a few cows with me and some oranges and some apples , know of any exo planets and anyone with a 🛸 💥you know someone else already stole my other music video I had about aliens and cows and oranges and apples, but you know that’s just the way things are that’s right around the corner that idea will be next stolen by another girl who did not care to ask my permission or to care about my feelings . Thanks ! ( sarcasm)
My Grandad the civil war general from the confederate army would be rolling ova in his sepulcher ! He would be like speak up for yourself , I would grandad if my feelings weren’t so hurt . He has a plaque and he was buried at Saint Mary’s Catholic Church in Philadelphia, like less than a city block away from the Liberty Bell. Talk about diversity I mean I grew up in the countryside, riding my bicycles near with my cousins we would go to the horses farm every day by Martha, Washington’s house to go to the horse farm that was located right next to a black African-American Baptist Church and we could hear those folks singing. Sometimes they would sing the roof off of that building. It was awesome. I was thankful that the African-American people in Stafford, Virginia and King George Virginia, could worship the Lord Jesus and that they were free. I have a respect for Martin Luther King, I have no patience for people in the KKK. If they came to my door, I would probably kick their arses those racist Bafoones , those stupid murderers of innocent African-American folks in United States of America that think that slavery should still exist. Those people are terrible so even though I’m the great, great granddaughter of a Civil War general. I’m a white, American Caucasian girl with blonde hair and green eyes. I’m not going around promoting racism .You will not find a confederate flag on the back of my truck flapping in the wind, I’m about unity . People should not be racist . I would be like Grandad I love you dude, but we gotta make some cornbread and we gotta take this flag and we need to give it back to whoever made it and say thank you but we don’t need a flag representing the confederate south anymore we don’t need the division between the north and the south we need unity, ( I’m having a dialogue with my passed away Grandad I’m talking to his ghost in my living room, in New England as I write this, and I’m like just go into the light Grandad just go into the light! You did a good job serving as a civil war general and serving President Grant. I am proud of you for trying to do what you feel is right helping the United States in the south during the civil army but that was in the 1800s and now we’re in the 21st century l and I need you to go into the light is what I’m saying to him. Kinda you know kind of funny ! Jesus Christ had to try to help people that had demons to get the demons out of them and they went into the swine and the swine went crazy and they jumped in a lake after Jesus took the demons out of this possessed person in the Bible. True story , mad I know . We are not supposed to eat swine . Remember Yahweh , Jesus came after Moses’ time, he was Jewish& he didn’t eat pigs either, so why are the Christians eating pigs?! Omg, can you say sacrilege? Wake up and smell the plant 🌱 based butiniku ( Japanese word for bacon ) You should learn something new everyday . : Www.lightlife.com ( vegetarian hotdogs )


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It’s like Look Folks , Demons are real ! I’m trying not to be around demon possessed people. I’m actually going to try to get a petition started to change their school mascot name from the Demons to like the Lynxes or some other name this year. I’m gonna be writing an article or a blog , email , or a petition to try to ask people in a town nearby to change their high school mascot name from the Demons to the Lynxes because there are mountain lions in Maine, or Lynxes and they are better than Demons ! We should not represent the Devil , Or Satan in our public schools, They could just call themselves the Lewiston Lions instead of the Lewiston Demons and they could start representing Christ, who was like the lion who is brave and strong and bold and fought for what is righteous in the goodness what is holy righteous and pure ! I think it says in the Bible there’s a passage of Bible verse, that says to “ Be as bold as lions “ Proverbs 28 Verse 1 one says “ The wicked flee when no one pursues, but the righteous are bold as a lion.” 🦁 So there you go the lion is something that we were supposed to be like , so I think I’m gonna encourage my local town here to change their school name from the demons to the lions for good reason .

The reason is because I’m not gonna have children and say, If I was a school teacher there, I would not be encouraging my children to be on that field hockey team on that football team and yell the words : “Go demons” to children ! I don’t have any children and I’m not gonna encourage my friends that have children that go to that school to yell ‘Go demons’ at their own children, it is not something we should be entertaining. We shouldn’t take it lightly that children are being encouraged to call each other demons in a whole entire school building to represent a whole town of good people who are not demons . We’re talking about a whole town of civilized people that is in the farthest north eastern corner of the United States representing the town of Lewiston so I’m going to contact that Town, the Town Hall the school I’m gonna ask people to sign petitions and I’m not gonna be able to do it all at once. It might take a year to do because I have other things to take care of, but I really want to help that Town change The school team name from the Lewiston Demons to the Lewiston Lions because, I went to a field hockey game with my cousin and I am a bigger fan of Taylor Swift she is she’s not really the hugest Taylor Swift fan. She likes Taylor though she has other artists than she . I guess most of my friends like her anyways what I’m talking about is the town that I went to with my cousin I was sitting in the stands and it got real for a moment when I looked up behind me, and I saw the word Demons written on a back drop like it was in tile. I thought Oh my God , where is God? Where is Jesus? I got so scared when I was looking out on the field and I saw these little girls in there field hockey uniforms and I used to play field hockey because I love that sport and my cousin was going to be playing a game and we went to support her game. I went with my lovely aunt, and while we were sitting in the stands , I thought to myself Oh my God is that seriously , the name of these children? They are calling themselves : The Demons ? There’s something wrong with that folks and then when I think about it be sure none should ever call their children demons. Omg !
I realized it must’ve been because there were some kind of demonic influence in the state of Maine horror films and horror movies were popular in the 80s but that school might’ve had back in the 60s, not good influences . There maybe there were probably people that were not behaving. Who knows ? Maybe the person that came up with that school mascot name Demons had way too much LSD. I don’t want my children going to school like that unless they change their names from demons to Lions or Lynxes we’re talking about a place in the United States of America that was founded by Christian colonial government. Christian people and we’ve got a school of Demons, they call themselves . I had to go to Arizona State University. The Sun Devils was kind of a cool name for a team, though maybe it would’ve been better to be called like the sun Phoenix or Sun Geckos . A really good university. I recommend Arizona State University. I wish that our mascot wasn’t the devil but I had to tolerate it but demons is going a little too far. I don’t think children should be allowing themselves to be called the demons. That’s a little intense! What is the definition of a demon a demon is a supernatural being or evil spirit that is often portrayed as a malicious entity the term demon! ? Do we really wanna encourage each other to be malicious and evil? Seriously folks has someone forgotten about this small far remote northeastern corner of the United States God is as far away as Jerusalem are we as far as the east can be from the west have we reached the pinnacle of sin here? I think someone is a Christian should speak up for those children and adults in that town and say, does anyone else think this may needs to be something different? I just wanted to do something to help the world to have less evil in it I guess I guess like it would be cool if they could be like the Lewiston Crusaders or some thing I don’t know like anything like the Lewiston lions would be good I think! If they don’t change the name, I’m just gonna have to be about my peaceful way, but I know I won’t be letting my children go to school there ever. There may be good schools or maybe good curriculum there may be good academics, but demons seriously? We have to do better than that we shouldn’t be encouraging people to watch horror films and call themselves demons. Can I get an Allelujah ?

We could be doing better than that! I don’t know of any other school that has that in the United States. It’s not funny it’s not a joke because I don’t take Satan lightly lately. I don’t even like it when people dress up like him for Halloween. I don’t like it when girls do because it’s sexually seductive and promiscuous and I don’t like it when men and cults like the the Stanley Kubrick film with Tom Cruise and Nicole Kidman promoted sexual promiscuity, and it looks like a very scary movie. I do not recommend people watching that movie ever. Rented that movie from Blockbuster video when I lived in Philadelphia and I psychoanalyze the movie. I actually had to rewind it and press play a couple of times to see what was happening in the movie, and I realize men and women were dressing up in cloaks, and there were women wearing black cloaks similar to the kind that similar Taylor wears on her stage. And I don’t think that they should because I think that when they take their cloaks off they’re wearing leotards and they’re wearing sexually promiscuous outfits that I don’t think they should be prancing around on the stage and those outfits because God would come back and be like what are these women doing? They have no modesty. Taylor looks nice however in one of her dancer leotards with boots , though not the gothic kind . So as a Christian, I’m going to be an honest Christian sister to Taylor and I will be her greatest fan and I will also tell her like it is if she’s got Satan’s toilet paper on her shoe. I’m gonna tell her , right now …she’s got a bunch of crap on her shoe and I don’t want other people stepping in it and getting smeared all over the stage and that crap happens to come right out of the arse of Satan with those cloaks. I’m pretty sure if Martin Luther King were here with me he’d be agreeing with me he’d be like preach it sister ! Is he like the son of a preacher a Baptist preacher I grew up in a Baptist Church we were taught that we were supposed to be scared of Satan that we are not supposed to worship Satan that we are not even supposed to consider even letting him be in our lives at all, not for a second for a millisecond. Jesus said get behind Satan when he was on the amount of olives and Satan was trying to him. Do you really want to go to heaven or do you wanna rebel well he went with God Jesus said Via Condios , more or less Jesus, told Satan get behind me, basically saying he doesn’t even wanna acknowledge his presence in front of him, because he is not going where Jesus was going now if Jesus was going to help Satan, then he wouldn’t have gone to heaven with his father, after he resurrected from being crucified, the angels came to the tomb after the night that Jesus was crucified, and they healed his body inside of the cave that Joseph of Arimathea had placed his body inside of to rest, and Jesus, his family were in the woods and they were probably on the land nearby where they were in the wilderness maybe area they had to be with Jesus in Gethsemane were there a big olive groves there because maybe olives were a special food for oil, in the biblical days just like figs and yogurt and honey 🍯. God talked about the land of milk and honey, here is a painting of the Hebrew children gathering the sacred manna cornbread from the Sinai desert given to them from (Yahweh ) ! 🍞🥖🥛🥞🥛

Yahweh going to the Hebrew children if they would obey his commandments. None of those girls on the eras tour should be wearing cloaks on Taylor’s stage,if there are devil connotations to bowing down to whom? They are not bowing down to the Lord Yeshua . They are bowing down to what ? Whom ? No For what reason ? I know Taylor is not a Satan worshiper, though someone not good is or was influencing her. I really feel a lot happier when she’s wearing her dresses and I don’t like her putting those cloaks on and wearing black lipstick and black nail polish and leotard during that time of her stage set, it really worries me and I’m going to admonish my Christian brothers and sisters to take heed for a moment. Go to Taylor’s concerts, but please ask her not to wear those cloaks , go to Taylor’s concerts and ask her not to put the large cobra snake on her stage , go to Taylor’s concerts, and please ask her not to pay homage to the devil ask her to modify Cruel Summer lyrics .. to her looked so pretty like a 🌸 flower , fleur instead ? Bread 🍞
I know there was some kind of a qualm between between Kardashian and Kim saying something about Taylor being a ‘snake’ though we all know Taylor is not a snake. She is a child of God and people are using her inappropriately, and the video that she made LWYMMD would be poisonous to the children of the Lord and I’m telling my children of the Lord, my friends and family whether they call me cray , bipolar or not I know I’m not cray I’m smart . , And I am humbly trying to stay with whatever little bit of strength they have left in my life to try to give people the truth. How about a WWJD moment ? What would Jesus Do ? What would he do ? He’d be like take the snake off the stage and put some clothes on girls ! WWJD not LWYMMD …Modesty


God says speak the truth to one another,….

and he also says rebuke the devil we aren’t supposed to be letting him on the stage for a second, and do you know that the snake was symbol for Satan? There are many different names for Satan in the Bible and one of them. I went to a local Baptist church. Thankfully, there was a good pastor, and he gave us sermon on Sunday morning, and he gave 16 different names that Satan used for himself to you and one of them was the devourer What does the snake do? The snake will consume an animal without even chewing it. It just devours it entirely. A snake will wrap its freaking body around someone and suffocate it a snake inside of the house, where there are, children is abominable to the Lord heaven who cares about the children on earth that are supposed to be like sheep innocent we have to look out for those terrible creatures like snakes that should try to devour and deceive, so I’m trying to say I never really liked snakes I never really wanted to ever have to encounter those kinds of things and I saw a video about three weeks ago I wrote a blog it took me 24 to 36 hours to psycho, analyze and write this from my heart because I did study psychology at Arizona State University, where the mascot is the Sun Devils. The only reason I tolerated was because I like Arizona and the desert. Yes, it gets hot there so they have a mascot which is a Sune but I think they need to change it to maybe the sun Phoenix, like the mythical dragon creature, we shouldn’t really be we shouldn’t really be entertaining Satan and having people even dressed up like him during a football game. I might write the university because I love the Arizona State University. I actually got really good grades and I was an online student and it’s an excellent school and I took few psychology classes and one of them was childhood development because I wanted to understand a little bit more about my own childhood, because I had survived domestic violence and abuse, and I was trying to understand my disability that I have PTSD and bipolar depression, so I help other people, I wanted to be kind of rounded with an interdisciplinary degree but I had to tolerate the devils being the mascot, but when I came to New England , and I discovered that there’s a whole town full of innocent, women and men and children, and elderly people people although their school team mascot is the demons. I’m not gonna let Satan have any more influence in my life or innocent people I think that that whole entire town there’s a crime there was recently a shooting that happened sadly many people were murdered at a bowling alley from a man that had an assault rifle. Those should be banned from civilian use . He was probably being influenced by satanic forces. We need more prayer and less violence ; more prayer. Be careful , folks !
We’re supposed to be a nation under God , that guy is supposed to be the god of Moses, the God of Abraham, and the god of Jesus, and that God would have a name in Hebrew culture called Yahweh, who wrote the 10 Commandments and whoever did those shootings at that bowling alley did not obey the 10 Ten Commandments, do you know what town is nearby? Do you know what the name of the sport team is that they call themselves? the Demons . It’s sad. Hopefully I can ask that talent to consider changing their name from the demons to the lions so we can be as bold as lions and say no the demons or the devil. Honestly ! I would much rather see a mascot as a lion, than a demon. Bless Lewiston ! I think the Lewiston Lions would be a pretty cool name and would be much bigger improvement than the Lewiston Demons. That’s for sure , so that’s just my humble Christian perspective! O :)…Folks if this is not enough to make you lose sleep at night and I don’t know what is : How about these wankers from Kubrick’s Eyes Wide Shut Film 🎥 Video : omg , hide your kids from that movie ! Here they are : meet the satanic bastards that crawled right out of Satan’s arse crack ! …

For real folks , these people masked are so satanic looking in the the movie it’s scary and they misbehave and shows them having an orgy filmed 20 some years ago 1999 . They probably have diarrhea from eating too many swine hotdogs ( the kind Yahweh said not to eat , that these wankers consume ) yuck : 🤢 🤮! They probably bought swine hotdogs at the Dollar Tree that gave them food poisoning, no offense to the Dollar Tree Store . Dollar Tree actually is a good store for people that have low income they have Edward’s Key Lime Pie that is delicious 😋. I like the Dollar Tree sometimes, however these wankers pictured from the movie 🎥EWS ( Eyes Wide Shut )filmed in 27,) don’t like. Beware of cults and satanic influences ! Do not let them deceive you . Go buy some veggie plant 🌱 based hot dogs or pig bbq plant based vegan dogs . Seriously , we should obey the Hebrew Lord Yahweh .





Ugh ! Real form : (duplicitous) sinister; Wolf : Hide Your Kids , when he comes knocking at your door and says : “Give me some Pepto Bismal beeyatch ( b***h ) My arse hurts !”~ Says the spawn of Satan /Devil man from the Eyes Wide Shut Film.
I really think this man looks a lot like this guy that passed away yesterday that looks like my neighbor my neighbors husband who passed away yesterday he had been smoking a lot of marijuana this past year since he moved into my village in Feb 2023 , I get increased like anxiety and PTSD does looking at him. ! No wonder I got two lease violations for trying to ask that man to stay away from me. I simply asked him when he smokes to stay at least 10 feet apart but sometimes he walk down the sidewalk and he would see me coming in the opposite direction and he would go toward me instead of stopping and then waiting for me to walk around him so I said the F bomb to him January 15, 2024 and now it’s January 31 and he croaked! And I was wondering what was going on with him because he said he has two years left to live for cancer, so I thought he was gonna at least be my neighbor for another two years and now he passed away and I have to be nice to his wife, but at least she doesn’t smoke so I shouldn’t have any problems getting along with her Without the influence of the smoke everywhere in our village that made it smell like a skunk somewhere. I thought you’re gonna have to change the name of our village, Skunkside village. Because of him smoking so often and it smelled like an army of skunks with spraying our village. It was quite unpleasant, smelling sometimes that substance he was using to try to treat his cancer. I feel sorry for people that have cancer, but people shouldn’t smoke too much cannabis cause it can be detrimental to their health and other people that have to be near it. The secondhand smoke is very dangerous for people who are non-smokers, so I’m actually I’m sad that my neighbors husband passed away but I’m also relieved at the same time because now I know that it’s not going to harm my respiratory system as much and I don’t have this much anxiety because I don’t have to worry about, when I’m walking out of the village and standing in the village walkway, smoking his cannabis or when I go for a walk and the nature trails I don’t have to worry about it smelling like a skunk sprayed and there are other people in my village that I’ll be able to breathe much easier. Now I mean, it might not be the nicest thing to say, but it is the truth. That is the truth . So I hope that guy goes to you know if they let him in into heaven if he didn’t do too many bad things on earth, and I don’t know what’s gonna happen to that he’s probably in purgatory at the moment, and I don’t know if God is going to let him in heaven, but I am not him, and he is not a soul for me to judge, but I was sharing this information because lately I’ve been seeing women wearing clues and thinking it’s some kind of a cool kind of a fashion, but I’ve begged a diver. I think it’s not good to try to emulate behavior or dress up like women that sometimes might be in those kind of satanic because it can lead to promiscuous behavior possibly so I encourage people Spat young women to try to be modest and to try to be sober. And look out for those wolves and sheeps clothing to keep their children and their children’s children safe because there are predators in this world and there are people that do things that we have no idea I would’ve never even known that this movie even existed that people behaved in that way unless I rented the movie from the blockbuster video store I really regret renting it because as soon as I saw my neighbor, he reminded me of that man and I was having a difficult time excepting that he might not be the same person because he actually might be that person or might have been. Anyways, I have to forgive those people. I didn’t get along with them very well in the past, but I did write him a apology two weeks ago to him and his wife for dropping F bomb on him when I saw him walking toward me on the sidewalk and I said please don’t come near me I said, please don’t come to F near me, so I think we’re supposed to speak a little bit nicer to people, but I wasn’t trying to fight him. I just wanted to be away from him, and it was upsetting to not only myself, but my neighbors, but it was because the influence of that substance he kept smoking, was making me very ill psychologically, it wasn’t good for my emotional or my physiological health and it was terrible for my mental health and being having PTSD so I think things might be a little bit easier that I should be able to get along with my neighbors but I know that Jesus tells us to love our neighbors as ourselves, and I gave that man a chance to be a good person in my village.
Things that make you go hmmm : Way too much Smoke !
Sometimes he would try to smoke away from me, but then other times he would see me and he would light up just in spite of me like he could’ve waited to light up his cannabis joint . After I left the village but he seemed to want to wait until I was in close proximity like 10 feet apart so sometimes I had to turn around if I saw him smoking and I was trying to leave the village cause he was trying to smoke 50 feet apart from the buildings because he’s legally allowed to in our state smoke about 50 feet away from the apartment unit so once I got 50 feet away from the building then I saw him standing in the village entranceway smoking. I only had 10 feet apart from them, and I just either was going to have to breathe in his cannabis smoke and become intoxicated by his substance. He was smoking and disoriented with increased anxiety and ended up smelling like a skunk on my way to the library or I could run home and avoid having to breathe in that stuff, and smell like a skunk which I chose the latter , on more than one occasion to run away! Run away from the runaway runaway from my baby runaway. Things are about to get crazy runaway runaway as fast as you can, yep ! That’s pretty much what it did, almost got my arse kicked by my neighbor who got mad at me for giving him the F bomb because she knew he had cancer and she didn’t want me to say anything rude to him but she didn’t understand how frustrating it was for me with asthma to be around someone smoking, and having a grow up in a household with smokers, and I needed some fresh air so I forgave her but it was just a little bit of stress this past month we made it through but it’s God he’s the one it’s on auto pilot here not me, I’m the passenger on God’s plane and thank God. There are no snakes on my plane. And if there were, I’d be looking for the nearest freaking parachute. Bon voyage …
Sometimes God gives us our prayers answered, but I was not praying for that man to necessarily die. I just thought maybe he should quit smoking and then I would’ve gotten along better with him and his wife, but I didn’t know he was gonna pass away yesterday! So I was going to delete this whole segment about him and the cult because it doesn’t bring happiness. It’s not focusing on good things, but it pertains to the cloaks that Taylor wears on her stage. Part of the reason why I don’t want her representing people in a cloak like her dancers being scantily clad underneath is because it reminds me of this film I think that she should be more wholesome. So I am praying for her and her family and friends .

Pepto is mine ! Lol 😂 🤪

No , not I , nah I’m good . Boundaries, Please ! I don’t need any Pepto buddy, I’ll pass on the bismol . Stay away from me wanker ! Think about it October & bed tea September those stupid horror film advertisements that I will refuse to be entertained by I don’t even turn my television on in September & October unless it’s to watch children’s shows on Netflix like to watch Not Quite Narwhal or Barbie Dolphins or Care bears because like I have to watch something that’s positive or a fun loving comedy movie because I will not allow myself to become depressed and watch those scary psychotrash films. Stupid horror films. The kind of nonsense that is harmful and toxic to peoples innocent minds those films fill young minds and old with rubbish, not to mention could cause PTSD in children and heart attacks in children and makes people think that there’s no repercussions to acting like a psychopath. They shouldn’t even be having those horror movies advertised and in movie theaters where people can go become scared from that stuff. Really , think about the money they could be putting in to like feeding people that are starving in Third World countries or donating a charities to help people with disabilities like fear based disabilities phobias you should donate other proceeds to helping to alleviate phobias. People need to be reading their Bible verses to watch something wholesome not fear based , like my little ponies or something that’s gonna have a good morale boost in it or like Care Bears at least they go out and try to help people, at least the Care Bears fly around in cloud cars sailing on a cloud ☁️ in open space trying to you know see if they see a bully harming a little kid so they can try to teach the kid that they shouldn’t bully the other innocent child around to bring compassionate wisdom and awareness to ourselves. Am worried about the United States of America as a child of God and I just have to say that with people like Taylor Swift that has so much influence : her wearing her leotards , running around on the stage with women in their cloaks is not something I would want my children seeing that part of the show. I am not impressed by that, I need to say good about her, as far as her concert eras show is it is wonderful except for that cloak part so I think she needs to take that out of her eras show ! I can’t even believe that they made a film about that. Do you know what that’s doing? It’s encouraging girls to want to wear freaking black cloaks, and bowing go and who is inspiring that ? not Taylor , the devil is ! I’m not saying that Taylor is the devil I’m not saying that she’s the devils advocate I’m not saying that she’s demon possessed at all . She’s a beautiful person and artist , that is the reason why that demonic energy is trying to be influencing her, because the darkness is attracted to the light she has , her lightness : liora . ( Hebrew word for light ( Lux) . Enters 12:14 Follow peace & holiness. I’m not saying that the whole town of Lewiston are bad because most are good the majority probably are good , there are not a lot of bad people there , it’s the demon mascot name the ‘demons’ that worries me . The public school should be less shall we say : demonic ? There are good people in the town of Lewiston.There are good people everywhere , yet is the ones hiding , lurking , shadows. Thankfully , I think most people are good people though. Taylor at least has about 40,000,000 to 80,000,000 followers on Facebook alone and if she has 80 million people watching her documentary or videos that’s 80 million people thinking it’s OK to dress up barely dressed with venomous snakes at a dominatrix award ceremony in her LWYMMD video. Hi , what’s gonna happen? We’re gonna have an army of drones worshiping Satan, like in that freaking horrible eyes wide shut with the guy dressed up in the red cloak outfit with the cannabis cauldron with the incense or THC bomb or opium compounds in it , doomed ! Should not breathe in cannabis smoke especially if you have asthma and women and children and boys and girls take note if someone smoking around, you be careful because they might try to do that to influence you to become subjugated to their influence, which might not be good on you, so always be sober and if you have questions Marijuana affects your brain development. Use by adolescents has been linked to a decline in IQ scores — up to 8 points! Those are points you don’t get back, even if you stop using! So I would not recommend using cannabis even if people try to tell you that it’s good for medicine be careful and only small doses. If you have respiratory sensitivities, I would recommend not smoking talk with your doctor and do not do drugs. MARIJUANA – THE RISKS ARE REAL – SAMHSA https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/marijuana-infographic-risks-are-real.pdf (just copy and paste ) okay http://www.samhsa.gov O:) Oh
Oh no not these Satanic cult devil lords again !

Back to the Satanic Cult info : Hide yourself & your kids from people who are in a cult or who behave this way ! Really scary and terrifying these people don’t even think for themselves : brainwashed , demonic cult members need serious mental help and moral help , or jail. Cray really weird folks !
I went to Summer camp 1986 when I was 6 years old. with the Christian children from my Baptist church & one of my very first Bible verses that I ever learned when I was 6 to 7 years old in 1986 to 1987 was Ephesians 6:10 my very first day of Christian camp in the summertime. I had to memorize the Bible verse:
I don’t like how the women are wearing the cloaks with masquerade masks ; they shouldn’t be and then they take off their clothes and their nude and then they go off to be having sexual orgies like people on ecstasy ( Molly ) a drug people should not use. 1Timothy 2:3The movie shows explicit sexual scenes that are promiscuous and immoral, maybe was from the church of Scientology, perhaps that’s not from the church of the Lord that’s not what God or Jesus would want us to be in our lifetimes! Willow what is it called? The music video that Taylor made was probably lovely because she’s a beautiful innocent girl, outside though be careful someone is using her innocence to try to encourage a whole entire generation of children to think that it’s Okay to be scantily clad underneath of cloaks and have snakes around in LWYMMD : WTH! We really need Taylor to make a WWJD bracelet , lol It is not folks we are supposed to be modest. Not barely dressed under a black cloak !

There’s a Bible verse about that. Bless her she is letting Satan get to her. She’s not putting her defenses up , she’s being used. She has no guard up with Satan and all of her fans and her innocent people in the stands in the crowd that are you know big fans of her, but for good reason because she’s a really amazing songwriter in most of her songs and videos are innocent however, there’s that one component, there’s a little bit of the dark side that might be like 10 to 20% 30% influencing her musically and what is that do you know it only takes one bad apple to spoil a whole barrel of them? So what I’m trying to say little kids sometimes call me Apple they’re really cute. I was babysitting one time and this little kid looked up at me and said “Hey ,Apple 🍏🌸, “ I mean how cute honestly is that for a minute I didn’t know they were even talking to me because no one had ever called me Apple before, it was adorable, and I thought oh my goodness this little kid doesn’t know how to say April pronounced ( Aye Per Oll or 🦍 Ape •Roll) the innocent child said Apple (ah •pull) (Apol )like A~p~p~l~e 🌸🍏🧃🌸🍏🌸🍏🌸

Jesus said that unless we become like little children, we cannot enter the kingdom of heaven. The kingdom of heaven can be here on earth inside of our hearts, although if we truly want to bridge, heaven and earth, we have to go through Jesus he’s the gatekeeper Yahweh in heaven, in our hearts . Yahweh his father, is a different name for God who was the father of Adam & Eve , Abraham , Noah , Moses & Yeshua ( Jesus ) ! Also there are different cultures for example as Christians we can be friends with Indian people from India that are Hindu that believe in Krishna, he is good , a good Lord , Krishna is good he cares and cared about cows : Moo!

Hindu they will go to where Krishna is in heaven, if they want to if they believe inKrishna ( & Rhada ) Christians … they can see Jesus in heaven. Buddhists : they can see Buddha & Kuan Yin . I believe God is compassionate and benevolent and he gives us choices for the different races to be able to see him and worship him in different cultures and there are so are Native American people who have special connection to the Earth in the sky like the Cherokee people, they think animals are secret came from the sky mostly vegetarian the Indians were given the corn crop from a guy who came down from the sky. 1000 years ago, who did not show his face to the hobby people, but gave them the special corn crop to nourish them, told them to pray for rain and plant their crops, and they would thrive. Like the Lord of Yahweh, he didn’t show Moses his face. Lord Yahweh didn’t show his face to Noah when he gave him instructions to build the ark I think he might’ve appeared to the people because he cared about the sacred Native American Indians in the land of the Americas and Canada. O 🙂 I’m very open-minded.
So if one is Hindu they will go meet Krishna in the universe. I believe the one God Source creator of the universe gave us and gives us options . He created different forms of himself to be worshiped as the Lord, but that he sent diseases, Jesus specifically to represent that Hebrew children, and I think that he cared about the Native American people Yahweh did too, because they’re legends that even they were given the corn crop from a guy who came down from the Sky didn’t show his face to the people that gave the corn crop to the Hopi peaceful Indians And the Cherokee Indians. They have legends, I’m part Cherokee, and also like it’s important that God gave agriculture to children because we need food to eat, and we can have vegetarian food and know everyone on TikTok : Jesus was not a goat murderer. He did not ever cut the head off of a goat. Not ever not even once , he actually told Theresa and priest not to burn sacrifices at the temple in Jerusalem anymore, and he tried to give them bread like to the fisherman 🥖🍞and things Moses had to give us sacrifice to the Lord God, and heaven temporarily, because there was a flood on earth, they didn’t have agriculture, because there was a huge flood. Wassup Noah ?


God saved the animals in the ark, like the giraffes the elephants Rhinoceros, the zebras , the deer , the gazelle , the cows, the lions, the cubs, the innocent creatures of the Lord were carried in the ark by Noah. It took Noah like almost 130 years to warn people that there was a flight coming. No one took him seriously they thought he was crazy. They would probably consider Noah a paranoid dude in the 21st-century and lock him up in a mental hospital if he tried building an ark like Noah ( Ziusudra , his Mesopotamian name ) did you see that movie with Steve Carroll in it everyone thought he was crazy going into the capital building, do you know they actually built a boat for that movie and my grandparents like less than like maybe 3 miles away from my grandparents home in Virginia how awesome is that? I wish they would’ve kept there because they might actually need it someday. if a flight ever come again but I think Tom Arnold was in that movie and Steve Carroll ( good actors ) and interestingly, you know people thought that Steve was crazy in the movie, but in today’s modern world if Noah was building an ark in my neighborhood and my community they would probably give him an eviction notice if he started building an in my backyard, but if God came to heaven and told him to build an ark and he didn’t build an arc what if Noah had not built ark? What if he had ignored guide and just went and just disobeyed him none of the animals would’ve survived the descendants of Noah, and then Moses Noah came after Adam and Eve, and then Moses and Aaron were supposed to bring the teachings to the Hebrew children that were the slaves in Egypt. They were not supposed to be worshiping pagan Egypt were worshiping a guide that looked like a cow that was a bull and they were offering sacrifices in Egypt. They would actually slaughter cows in Egypt and put their bodies on like an altar to this, like God in heaven, who is like the Bull of heaven That represented I think the constellation tourist and the astrological zodiac sign of the ram which is Aries symbolic of the passover two because when you have to look at l the passover and being sacrificed and then Pesach , there are the Jewish holidays that are supposed to be holy holidays, but they wouldn’t even be able to have this holidays. If they didn’t escape from the land of Egypt remember, it was the mercy of the Lord, who gave them in a bread, which is the kind of a cornmeal I think about this at some point, but I’ll post it on my page here my music page so you can learn more about it like what happened with the Hebrew children in the land of Egypt I grew up in a church where I went to Sunday school. Every Sunday my granddad was a baptist preacher. I think he was framed when he was about 70 years old to have been said an affair with a student, I don’t think he did. He never tried to sexually abuse me nor my mom, or her sister, or other children or grandchildren he was a good man . He made me pancakes 🥞 🥛 almost every morning they were delicious ( Shimbudu 😋 yum ) .I know my granddad was always well-behaved with me and he often would fall asleep while reading the Bible on with a Bible on his chest every night he would fall asleep reading the studying the Bible . when I stayed at his house as a teenager even have a picture of my granddad. He fell asleep with the Bible on his chest. He would read the Bible seven times in one year from the book of Genesis all the way to revelations the Old Testament to the New Testament of the King James version. He was a good man . No one is perfect though he was very caring toward his family and students .I know he went to heaven after he left her, but he gave me a nice Bible that I study sometimes King James version. He passed away last year . Bless him,.

How are we supposed to put on the armor of God if we’re taking off cloaks hypothetically and symbolically or metaphorically or even physically speaking , it should not be happening if we have no armor on clothes scantily clad underneath ?We need spiritual armor too ! Sadly and it was only two days after my dad hit me as hard as he could in the side of my head when I knocked on his door when I was a child and I asked him for a blanket that I needed to bring with me to summer camp because I didn’t have a sleeping bag. He had taken the comforter off of my bed and sadly I’m sorry to have to admit publicly that my dad was physiologically abusive to me, he was he was under the influence of drugs , the influence of Satan and other people were trying to sell drugs to my Dad that were not good . my dad hit me when I asked him for a blanket that I needed to pack with me for summer camp. He had taken off my bed when he was locked in a bedroom doing drugs on weekends misbehaving and he used to abuse me sometimes, so I’ve heard a song about being abused cut flowers, when he was violent toward my mom and I had to forgive him, but I ended up having struggles with stuttering sometimes because I couldn’t express myself around my dad and I had depression with my disability and now I have famous people stealing my creative ideas for me and then making fun of me! How absurd! I went to Christian camp and I cried when I didn’t have a sleeping bag and all the other girls dead and I had a blanket that smells like cigarette smoke from my dad, smoking and a headache from where my dad hit me in the side of my head. I had to memorize Bible verses the first Bible verse I had to learn was Ephesians 6:8 on my first day of summer camp. Something about putting on the whole armor of God that we may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil when my dad knocked me down, and I couldn’t even stand up I passed out on the staircase when I was six years old and saw these little stars when you get hit in the head by someone. Also sadly , my dad didn’t realize his drugs were making him violent towards his family and he didn’t care. He needed some mental help and counseling for substance-abuse problems. My childhood was dangerous sometimes and when I have creative ideas, and I want to share them with people and other people take my ideas for me. It’s like insulting to me Because they have more creative support some people than I do they have more moral support from other people and then they didn’t even say thank you to me or ask me for my permission to use my ideas and I’m sitting here trying to tell people that they needed to prepare to be strong in the Lord, and to like put on the armor of God, instead of being scantily clad, and running around around, wearing, like what looks like like medieval Satan cloaks wearing barely any clothing underneath it, bowing down on a stage to whom with a huge giant snake up on the stage sometimes! I was told we are supposed to be like kind of protecting ourselves from bad people. I wasn’t wearing a helmet when my dad hit me in my head and I was an innocent child, asking him for a blanket to pack to summer camp while he was abusing, my mom locking her in the bedroom doing drugs when he was misbehaving when I was only a child, you know I couldn’t keep the devil out of my house my dad every time he bought drugs was allowing demons to take over his life. I had to wait for him to sober up and forgive him continuously. Every time he beat me, or my mother or my brother and I’m sharing this information publicly not to shame my father but to say as a Christian that I’m worried about what’s happening in our society that violence is being promoted on stage that videos like are promoting snakes and selfish behavior. The Taylor was talking about being a nightmare and someone’s bad dream was when I actually woke up on my parents bed, I fell asleep watching poltergeist when they were doing drugs in the basement when I was a child and had nightmares for real as a child I don’t even like nightmares I don’t need Taylor offering to be an actress and a bad dream in my life, my life was already like a living nightmares, sometimes as a child, when I had to endure domestic violence And all I wanted was to be loved by my parents and for my dad not do drugs and for my parents to quit smoking and for the drug dealers to quit coming around, and then, when I went to summer camp because I was supposed to be around other children that were supposed to be representing God as Christians, and we were supposed to memorize our Bible verses and help one another. I didn’t talk about being abused, but I did memorize my Bible verses, and I realize that we are supposed to use like a shield to protect ourselves from danger like a spiritual kind of an armor. We’re not supposed to be taking our clothes off at taking a cloak off and showing ourselves and leotards on a stage in front of a bunch of people, not being modest as women we are supposed to be modest to some extent, and at least not try to emulate cult like behavior, I saw a horrible movie, called eyes with Nicole Kidman and Tom Cruise both really amazing actors, but the movie was borderline Satanic. The women were wearing cloaks.. and they basically did a satanic ritual worship that isn’t appropriate for little children to watch so that movie should not be seen by children under the age of probably 21. They can cause psychological trauma just watching it because it’s satanic but unfortunately there are at least 10,000 cults in the United States of America and I don’t want Taylor Swift telling people it’s OK to think that snakes are not dangerous in her music videos and I’m gonna tell her as a fan of hers, and is a child of God and is a Christian that is inappropriate that she should be telling people that they need to be protecting themselves from those dangerous creatures that they need to be putting proper clothing on instead Of Running around acting like they’re on a stage with a leotard without you, putting a cloak on and then bowing down to the ground, kneeling because in that movie, if you watched the person that was in the center being Bowed down to was a guy dressed up as a red devil and she shouldn’t be yelling on the stage. He looked so pretty like a devil ? Really Taylor ( huh?!) Sober up girlfriend check yourself, listen to yourself : Taylor ! The last I heard we were supposed to be putting on the whole armor of God so we could stand against the wiles of the devil! Ephesians 6:10 anyone ?That was the first Bible verse. I had to learn at summer, Baptist Christian camp, and we’re supposed to be a nation under guide and we’re supposed to be open minded to other cultures and religions, but we should not be worshiping pagan like Satan, almost like promiscuous behavior at all call me, old-fashioned I don’t care I’m not actually, I am and I’m not but I’m very guard guest but I just want people to care about Jesus and remember that they shouldn’t be glorifying the devil and I think that Taylor shouldn’t sing that song anymore unless she changes the lyrics to something more Christian, like because of all the fans that are listening to her that are Christians that are supposed to not be enticed by the devil I don’t know what kind of dark influence has been in her life for the past couple of years as the Christian that’s the only thing that I don’t like about her so I like about 90% of her stuff, I’ve kind of been like paying attention, though as a fan of hers like I didn’t really like her last album midnights that much I liked her earlier album, fearless I don’t like to say something not nice about someone if they have good qualities we should always try to talk more about someone’s good qualities but if they have something bad that’s going on that’s not good influence and we are Christians. We are supposed to point out each others mistakes like if someone’s getting ready to go down a path and there’s like a poisonous snake on it and you’re a Christian and a good person you’re supposed to say hey, don’t go down that path you’re gonna get bit by a python so go on the other path instead. So like I used to deliver pizza for this company, and I used to have to be vulnerable to ask directions to people that I had to trust to give me the proper direction because I didn’t have a GPS system when I was a teenager and I used to deliver pizza for Pizza Hut. Sometimes I would be scared because I was afraid someone was gonna give me the wrong directions and I had to trust that they were going to guide me in the right way and some people you can ask them directions and you roll your window down and they might send you somewhere that’s not safe so you have to be careful who or whom you trust in the world, the wolves in sheep’s clothing Here g here if you are an honest person with good intentions which she should be as a Christian, we are supposed to tell our brothers and sisters and our friends and our family members if they’re about to go into the devil snare. So we shouldn’t encourage people to be yelling in a stadium that someone looks pretty like a devil because what’s so pretty about the devil especially not when women are wearing a bunch of clues what is happening with that like Taylor needs to sober up maybe she’s not on drugs, but she needs to spiritually like talk to the man upstairs to God and ask the lady Mary or God upstairs, and understand what’s going on in her heart and what kind of image she’s trying to project to people in the younger generations, she needs to put a disclaimer on her video that says please do not play with snakes they are poisonous. It is not safe to have snakes around children like the poison control center if your children ever get bit, bring them to the nearest emergency room and do not emulate this bad behavior in my video that she made she should say that! I’m rebuking her as a Christian because I care about her and if I didn’t, I wouldn’t be sharing this information. Unfortunately yes she hurt my feelings and I felt like giving her the middle finger for a few minutes just because I mean if someone stole some of your own creative ideas, let’s say you had ideas for the Shake It Off video, and somebody took them from you made another person become famous for it and you didn’t get any fame, recognition or accolades, but then people make fun of you for having a disability . I’m not sure if Taylor deliberately took my ideas for me without being influenced by other people or if she knew that I had a disability or that I was abused in my childhood, but I’m not going around telling people that they should worship the devil I’ve volunteered to help children in my church and my Baptist church, because I wanted people to be humble and to find Jesus, I don’t need people to follow me. I need people to follow Jesus. So please forgive me for sounding a little harsh on my Christian sister Taylor, but I think somebody needs to speak so early about these things. I don’t do drugs I’m not an alcoholic I am not a smoker I’ve been abstinent in practicing solid for 14 years. I’ve been working on my college degree trying to get my elementary school teaching degree with a disability. I’ve been working on my music in my free time. My creative ideas have been taken for me by people that didn’t ask my permission to use them that helped other people to become famous with them, and then was made fun of later on by people that I had to forgive I don’t wish any ill intentions on Taylor, but what I do wish is that she wouldn’t play with Fire. my dad tried to murder my mom and I and I’m sorry to have to say this publicly but my father was doing drugs and he put lighter fluid on my mom and me when I was 12 years old or 13 when I came home off of the 🚌 school bus my Mom & I had to escape from him Is really sad because of the influence of drug dealers that were influencing my Dad who were probably under the control by some of those Satanic cult leader bastards who are not good who were trying to make my Dad give in to peer pressure to buy drugs and abuse them / My dad was physically violent to my mom, and he picked up the same kind of lighter that Taylor is holding in her Midnights 💿 Album . Not my favorite album of TS . Though she is amazingly talented and I love her Fearless , Speak now, Red, 1989,& Lover , Folklore , Evermore , albums..She’s amazing though we must be on guard from Satan worshipers do not be a devil worshiper !





I’m saying to her : Taylor get dressed ! Put the dominatrix clothes away and put some proper clothes on girlfriend! Oh my ! Not good . Read Ephesians 6:10 /Hope this era is over and she will boycott that video except for the very last part of the video with her various characters that was funny and decent .
Taylor’s album cover Midnights she is holding a flame 🔥 in front of her with heavy eye make up on she is pretty though should be careful , Midnights is not my favorite album of hers, though she is a beautiful young lady, and some of her songs on the album are all right. Some of her songs are absolutely insane on the album and I didn’t like the lyrics to some of them, but I do care about her dearly like she’s a sister of mine, and if we went to the same church together when we were children as bad as children, I would’ve probably told her to be careful how she’s presenting herself publicly. But no one’s asking my opinion because I’m just the dumb blonde with bipolar disorder, right? Not really , Anyhow, the truth is we should be careful how we present ourselves. Fire should not be played with look at all the wildfires that are happening in California that shouldn’t be look at all of the 4,000,000 acres of land that were burned in Canada. Pray for rain ☔️ , 🌧️ please ! In Canada ! 🇨🇦

We need to be saving our planet earth from fire & destruction, and we really need to pray for one another right now. We need to forgive each other. I’m not saying these things about my dad to make him look bad I’m saying these things about my dad because he was mentally ill and he was doing drugs and I’m trying to encourage people to stay sober and I have to share my testimony even if it’s a shameful thing talk about that I’m not gonna pretend like everything is Care bears puppy dogs, sunshine, and rainbows in my life or village when in fact I almost died from being abused by a harmful older man a neighbor whom held me hostage as a small 3 year old and was nearly murdered by my dad when I was 12 years old and he had a zippo lighter in front of my mom‘s face & almost murdered her ) my own biological father) in front of me, and I had to save her life & mine & rescue her, and we had to escape from the house. I had to drive a car when I was 12 years old to bring my mother to her friends house to escape from my father, and the only reason we were able to run out of the house away from him was because he went to go answer the phone when the drug dealers called we had a landline phone and he left me and my mom alone in the room after he poured lighter fluid on our clothes that we were wearing and we had to run out of the house, my mom had to go to a field, I had to back the car 🚙 in reverse in the driveway and bring my mom safely to a safe place without my Dad being there and asked her to please divorce my biological Dad for safety reasons so that she wouldn’t have to worry about being murdered while he was having problems with substance illegal drug abuse. People do things when they are on drugs, zero people do bad things when they have mental illnesses, but it makes their life even worse when they do drugs so I’m encouraging people to stay sober. The truth is, there’s no good they can come from doing illegal drugs, and if people are encouraging you to go to a club and do Molly or ecstasy or to vape cigarettes or to try cannabis go to different websites like American heart and lung association and learn how dangerous it is to vape or smoke get help from guidance counselors or social workers & or someone you can trust. It’s cool if you’re dealing with peer pressure talk with someone you can trust if drug dealers are trying to pressure you or your family discreetly let someone know that can help you safely not be influenced by those Satan worshipping individuals. Be careful 24-7! Omg …

As a true Swifty, I guess or as a child of God I forgive the people that took my creative ideas. I forgave my dad for trying to murder my mom and I because he sobered up and he tried not to do drugs for fears, and I’m praying that he quit smoking cigarettes, because I have PTSD from the trauma that he caused in my life and are too personal to talk about in my childhood . I wouldn’t ever wish would happen to me to happen to anyone that love and care about lighters are not toys. And the devil is not pretty and people need to be sober, minded and careful before they start listening to music that’s going to be having negative messages or watching music videos with like poisonous snakes in them with women dressed up like dominatrix, says cause I wouldn’t want my children watching that and I don’t want your children watching that and I don’t want Taylor’s children watching that the ending of look what you made me do video was fun that was the only good part of the video when she was like talking to different versions of herself from the different music videos that she was in that was cool and I think she’s a talented artist and I want to talk about the things that she has done that are good and not just mentioned bad things because I know that most of her videos from her fearless album were amazing and excellent and beautiful but she kind of took out a turn in a direction that I didn’t think was safe for children or young adults to be entertained by that she should be a little bit more careful that was a lot more explicit than I expected from her . So think people need to be careful how they are representing themselves so that children don’t become confused cause would you want that video playing if you had like less than 18-year-old children in your house? It doesn’t have the most wholesome message in it ! LWYMMD , maybe it should have a disclaimer in the beginning of it but yes, be careful what you allow your children to watch and I’m sure most of Taylor’s fans probably liked her earlier stuff better, but then she got kind of really rebellious and it’s not fun and games anymore. When you’ve almost lost your life from having someone put a lighter in front of your mom’s face, you know some people need serious mental help and some people are dangerous and cannot be trusted especially people that are abusing drugs so be careful and don’t allow those things into your life. We shouldn’t share videos like that video that Taylor had the girls weren’t even wearing clothing that covered their butts. It’s not good like I wouldn’t wait like a little boy or a girl looking at that stuff at that video came on in church and Sunday morning like the children would probably be traumatized and have to leave the chapel 💒 crying. It’s not funny, I did at least have loving wonderful grandparents who were Christian and when my Dad tried to sober up, I forgave him. He still needs to quit smoking and start donating. The money is going to spend on cigarettes to put in a savings account to go help his mother sometimes order to donate to charity . My mother, she finally quit smoking cigarettes a few years ago , thank goodness, bless her heart , she’s trying to survive cancer. My mom is dread to Mr it was a good Mom & sometimes my Dad had good memories & tried to be a good Dad we would play baseball sometimes ,sadly he had a problem with drugs and alcohol he needs to stay sober. I don’t want anyone to harm him, if he’s going to try to be a good person, cause sometimes people make mistakes and they can have forgiveness, but he needs to seek God first in his life. I made mistakes in my 20s being a GoGo bar dancer and I’m not proud of that era of my life. I tried smoking marijuana a few times when I was in my early 20s though I quit when I was 28 years old that was the last time I ever tried at a New Year’s Eve party in 2008 and now I’m 43. I am completely opposed to illegal smoking or using or abusing drugs and pills of any kinds , and do not abuse legal drugs. So, I’m trying to encourage people to not take a bad path in life instead encouraging people to be sober, minded, and good natured, and to try to help one another with compassion and loving kindness, but also to protect themselves and to put on armor of God to protect themselves from the devil, that’s always trying to persuade people to do wrong. We should forgive each other. I forgave my dad I’m forgiving other other people, we should hey d be careful in this world. Beware of wolves in sheep’s or lambs clothing , is good to forgive , though not forget the lessons learned , do not allow people to do anything to persuade you to let your guard down for the devil .Do not klet him influence or poison the air you are breathing with psychotropic drugs that tries to weaken you and your defenses ! Be aware , we can forgive them for the past evil , though it hope the have learned yo accept their wrongdoing or harmful or abuse we have to be prepared. If we have to put on the armor of God, it might not be a physical armor it’s more of a spiritual armor to safeguard ourselves from the Devil or the influences from the influence that Satan or the devil has on our lives. He is not to be trusted. If we forgive him, we shouldn’t be deceived to be so close that we get almost burned by the flame, so take heed do not seek the Devil.

Anyways , I care about Taylor she’s talented and I like sometimes doing covers of her songs, though I write my own music and just about every creative idea I’ve ever had for a music video idea has been taken by someone else because I didn’t have the money to finance my own creative ideas and I didn’t try to make any go indigo campaign, so I really need to get some some of those going. I wish the best for her and her fans because I’m actually a Swifty myself Swiftie or a Swifty with an attitude sometimes, but that’s just life, and I keep rolling with the punches. Some people don’t know how intelligent I am and they judge me for having bipolar depression. Don’t realize that bipolar people are just as intelligent as everyone else they just suffer from manic depression sometimes or they have like extra creativity that they need to do express things with mania though are still intelligent . This lady Ruth White , PhD with Bipolar Dosorder wrote a book called Bipolar 101 to help people understand the illness she is a psychologist , and intelligent with Bipolar Disorder. Not everyone who are Bipolar are mad,crazy , psychopaths. Not at all, quite the opposite , so there is a dichotomy. People judging people based on solely the label of ‘Bipolar’ judging books by its cover and failing to read the contents theirin! It’s absurd , it happens all the time people just like cookie cut stereotype you into one category is being mentally ill and not smart because you have bipolar depression. I think other people are more capable than you are being successful. It’s not true it’s just that it’s sometimes difficult of an illness to have if you are managing it very well it can become disastrous, but some people are very smart and it’s a case by case basis. Honestly , there are some very bipolar people. One of my favorite singers is bipolar Mariah Carey she’s a lovely person and very kind not everyone are crazy with bipolar, who have bipolar depression. We should have compassion for people with disabilities.

Also , example Mariah Carey is a very talented singer. She’s one of my favorites and she has bipolar depression, she’s wonderful person so people shouldn’t be so judgmental of someone for having bipolar depression. It’s a serious disability sometimes and we need to have more compassion for people, rather than making fun of them. Some people can become very successful even with bipolar depression. Sometimes it’s a little difficult to manage retreat, but it can also be easy depending I guess on how it fluctuates though you have to take care of yourself in other areas of life like physiological, emotional, mental and spiritual, well-being. Go, peacefully , I try to be lighthearted and make fun of myself. That way other people don’t have to but they’re going to probably anyways. I’ve been pretty humble throughout the years. I haven’t ever publicly gone forward and said anything about having those video ideas, and there are other ideas that other famous people have taken a find that I haven’t mentioned and I probably won’t. I’m happy that there are people being creative and she probably I think did a better job than I would’ve made in my own video, I just wish that people would’ve at least asked my permission or like said thank you to me because it kind of hurts my feelings and people don’t take into consideration that I have them instead of judging me like I’m some kind of a subhuman that doesn’t have feelings because they I have a disability, sometimes people can be pretty judgmental and arrogant sometimes . I prefer to be down to earth. I kind of make fun of myself, so I haven’t tried to become famous from other peoples ideas sale in the high seas and a pirate ship looking for someone’s creative ideas to commandeer and then make them my own and make the person who I stole the loot of ideas from walk the plank , that’s not my style . I don’t know who gave her my ideas. I thought of the video concepts for my own video I had planned to make someday and shared with my friend over the phone in 2008-2009 my ideas . I was thinking about breaking into country music in 2008~ 2009 and then TSwift’s Shake It Off video came out in 2012 2013 and my very concept that I had for my own video ideas became like her super famous video for her to go from country to pop stardom . So ,I was happy for her. She became successful and was already a good artist before 1989 album and the video she made with her peeps was great. I didn’t receive any accolades or even as much as a shout out not even like a simple ‘Thank you, April !” I was shunned instead , down cast , made fun of , did not receive any info from anyone before the ‘Shake it Off’ video was made , nor any memo , info or anything not an email or a phone call from anyone asking if would mind if they borrowed or used my creative ideas to give to Taylor. Not in that they were going to use my video concepts about celebrating diversity with humility. I’m not asking for anything from TS nor suing anyone. All I ask is for people to consider helping the environment right now, because it’s more important and greater than we are Or any problem that we could have I guess because of phone technology anyone can listen to your phone conversations share your ideas with other people you give to them , and your ideas can be given to famous people and then they make them famous and think that the ideas were theirs or their own creative ingenuity. I know that it’s impossible for someone to think of all three of the same concept, ideas for that one video unless we live in a parallel universe somehow & Tahylor and I exist inter dimensionally in parallel universes with the same thoughts & ideas as one another. That’s not likely know she doesn’t know me and I don’t know her person B lly nor her me. I think people who knew us both mutually shared my ideas to her PR team Someone who knew my ideas gave themto her people , shared some ideas with her professional team and I just thought I would share this info because it’s been kind of some thing I haven’t said anything about. I’ve been humble and quiet about it, haven’t ever posted a video before publicly announcing that my ideas were stolen or used without being in the video myself they ran off with a production in a studio and had audacity to film that video without even asking me to be a dancer in it, like as an extra, even. How messed up is that ? So , I’ve not been open to sharing with others how I feel about people taking my ideas , because they ultimately would judge me for having Bipolar Disorder Depression and call me cray . Well , I’m not cray , I’m smart , I’m sensitive , I’m a lil shy sometimes , I’ve cried about it , you know , at first I was a little angry, tho that’s only natural. I guess it’s “show business “ people stealing your ideas “happens all the time. “ I don’t think she intended on doing that to hurt me personally or professionally though I was just barely starting out on my own music career journey , but if she did, it’s kind of messed up because I’m actually a fan of hers. I’m not the kind of person to steal another person or artists creative ideas and try to make them my own not even to an enemy of mine . That is not the way I am . I didn’t know who she was honestly in 2008 when I was 27 or 28 years old I said ‘ Who is Taylor Swift anyways, ew?! Then I listened to her ‘Fearless’ album and really liked her songs & videos for that album ! She’s a talented and gifted artist and I respect her. So pardon the jokes and delayed response 11 years later though she would be mad at me if I stole her ideas from her, she would definitely make it publicly, known. Anyhow, thank you Marshall Mathers, a.k.a. Eminem for helping me to come out of my shyness for a moment to be able to express the way that I feel about people taking my ideas I think your song kind of expresses the way that I feel about this happening in my life,. People don’t even know that my ideas are stolen so I’m just sharing this because I feel like I should I don’t know I just kind of feels natural and the bees need help anyways so we should probably do some thing to help them. So I liked some of your music. My brother is a fan of your music so many people like your songs, but you’ve never stolen any of my creative ideas, thank you ! so if anyone was wondering what this song was that I was singing if you’ve never heard that song before it’s called Slim Shady or the real Slim Shady by Eminem , it was awesome to listen to that song gave me the courage to come out of my comfort zone to share that my ideas were taken by other people and then did not even receive as much as a ‘ Thank you’ or like any recognition at all for the ideas I thought of they used in their music videos . It’s okay , TS I’ve forgiven you ! No worries ..thanks to Jesus I can do that . Though it seems like almost every single idea that they have is stolen this one was stolen the Shake It Off video idea it was stolen based on how far out or taken, and other ideas have used as well. By other artist I’m not gonna go into that crusade of blogs explaining each and everyone it’s just too exhausting, I need to focus on my own creative energy but I just shouldn’t be so open about sharing ideas without disclosures is difficult to trust people not to give them to someone else more famous because they think that they’ll be more lucrative from it because that person doesn’t have bipolar, depression or something it’s just messed up or those people don’t have a disability so sometimes people that spy on me and give my ideas to other people think that I’m not capable of being as successful as the other people, but they didn’t even give me a chance. It’s just a conundrum anyways, no hard feelings I guess I just give me feelings hurt, but I know that there’s other ideas that I haven’t seen haven’t were people have taken ideas I don’t even wanna know it just hurts my feelings, I have struggles in my life with incompatibility with neighbors sometimes and living in subsidized housing not having my own house. There is some stress and pressure to group dynamics. I’m a spiritual person I need my privacy and I need it take care of myself physically emotionally spiritually and mentally so it’s a little sad when other people are using my ideas without even communicating with me first, feels like someone’s running off with my boyfriend or something like that. I don’t have a boyfriend, but if I did some, I would definitely try to get my boyfriend to cheat on me with him it’s inevitable. I guess , ever the optimist , right ? Not quite , what I am is sometimes gullible naïve, and sometimes way too trusting to quote my grandmother. Bless her soul in heaven . It’s truly sometimes which just share anything with everyone just not even thinking the other people would take my ideas just kinda like genuinely giving and then trusting people people that I probably shouldn’t have and then I need to be careful. Sometimes I get an attitude and I say F bomb and I get upset because I got my feelings hurt but I’m really a nice person. It’s a defense mechanism I’m harmless. Just a Pacifist Buddhist & Christian. Blessings ! Okay..
I forgive you Taylor for the LWYMMD era ! Is okay we all go through a dark night of the soul just don’t go back to the LWYMMD era , Please ! Omit that video take it down from VEVO so kids & teens & young adults alike and elderly won’t suffer from anxiety or strokes from won’t become confused , 🫤 for goodness sake for the sake of all things holy and pure! Please don’t ever make a video like that ever again!



I’m like I don’t care if I’m famous or not. Though at least people could care about the environment. So please next time you go shopping buy some bee pollen or bee flower seeds because spring is right around the corner and we need to save the other 52% of the bee population and ban neonics and pesticides being sold to be put on the food crops in the United States.We need to urge Congress & Senators to be like the European Union, and not allow pesticides to be in our food supply or else we’re gonna lose the honeybee populations and if we lose them, we lose our food supply , we lose them : we lose our life and our future generations their lives will be harmed by lack of food in the United States . Vegans and Vegetarian Foods are important We need to tell Congress & Senate to help the bees before it’s too late or the land of milk and honey 🍯 will flow no more and be lost forever no more Amber waves of grain .So let’s do all we can put our differences aside and help the bees , save the Food Supply for the children and future generations …
We need to bee kind to the bees !

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Blessings ,
April T Joines
OK so in this video it’s not my best moment I’m giving someone a middle finger but at the same time you know, I’m just expressing myself for a moment rebelliously but I want people to take care of the environment. It’s the only time in the past 11 years have ever expressed emotionally how I felt about other people taking my music video ideas without even asking how I would feel about it. So it’s not gonna hurt anyone to see me put a middle finger up in the air and just say you know FU ! Pardon my French .






Because people honestly you know sometimes we should be able to be honest about emotions it’s not hurting or harming anyone for me to do that I’m just saying you’d feel the same way and so would she if someone took her creative ideas she would not be all that happy or kind to the person that took her video ideas Anyways, I don’t want anything from Mrs. Swift, except for her to maybe be taken into consideration that she should be looking out the way that her video is present publicly to the younger generations and maybe during her concerts it would be good if like for every time, she sells a concert ticket that people are given like a pack of Flowers and bee pollen to plant when they go home from the concert and be thankful for the earth and say a prayer and just try to be eco ~ conscious and friendly and we can all be friends.





I’m in a shop , holding a blue bee plushimal actually like a little ladybug or a caterpillar 🐛 by Welches fruit snacks behind me and theMott’s fruit snacks, and some of the organic fruit snacks that we need. The honeybees are responsible for making all that fruit for us. We should give something back to them and to the land to help the present & the future generations ! Be fruitful and multiply . Is Genesis 1:28 . Multiply the Fruit Snacks … without the Devil this time ! We all need yummy wholesome fruit snacks and we need the honeybees because we lost 48% of them last year and we only had 52% left so every concert ticket that she sells she should give a free pouch of flower seeds to the fans and have them at the stadium when she arrives to give to each fan before they leave. That way they can go home and plant them on the soil, or put them in a flowerpot that will help the honeybees!

https://www.americanmeadows.com is where you can find some seeds : pollinator seeds 🌼
Pollinator / Environmental Seed Packets
I’m a Taylor Swift fan though when you’re a fan or a friend to someone and you love them, you should tell them when they’re doing something that’s inappropriate or if they have toilet paper on their shoe so I’ve been trying to tell her to get Satan‘s toilet paper off of her shoe for the last Album that she made I’m not gonna like everything that she makes sometimes but I am going to say that she is a lovely person and I like 90% of her music. And I think that the world is blessed to have her, but I see her sometimes battling spiritually with these dark forces sometimes and I feel like we need to stand up for one another and protect each other, and say it’s not appropriate to emulate the behavior of satanic worshipers we shouldn’t be putting like cloaks on and bowing down on a stage to someone we shouldn’t be worshiping anyone that’s satanic we should be trying to think about Jesus, and or how we can help the world war mentally or how to be kind when another not who can be the most popular or something,


We need to look out for the future generations , we need guardians of our like hearts and minds, and not let like ourselves be persuaded to sin , we should be encouraging girls, to be modest and monogamous not to be dressed up as dominatrix in a video, so at least most of Taylor‘s video is good, but it only takes one bad apple to hold. What’s it called spoil a whole entire barrel so she can do all of that good work and then make something really bad and then it’s just not gonna help a lot of children I think 1.4 billion people saw that music video, we don’t need people watching that kind of nonsense so they need to be thinking about how they can help the world not be around dangerous snakes with dominatrix women! For real the look, what you made me do video why didn’t anyone say to her ask her why she was behaving the way she was in that video and why she didn’t ask this girls to put proper clothes on. Why did she think it was okay to have a bunch of young women wearing black strap bikinis that don’t even cover the backside in her video where she dressed up like a dominator a mad dominatrix in her video telling people she’ll be the actress starring in their bad dreams .Taylor how is that helping society? It’s a good thing she didn’t make any more videos like that cause I could barely tolerate that one as a Christian and realize she should be ashamed of herself. Though she was showing no modesty , no humility. Only the very last part of that video was coo the archetypes of her alter egos talking to each other in various eras : Brilliant! That was awesome …
I’m a fan Taylor’s though I’m also gonna tell the truth to her and her Swifties : like it is. If I invited a bunch of girls over to my house and stood in front of a podium outside of my village and had women dress like the way they were barely dressed looking like a dominatrix army they would lock me & them in a mental hospital if we publicly dressed or behaved the way she was in her LWYMMD video publicly , and they consider that civilized ? Because it’s art? It’s nonsense. I would not want a child to see that video , I would cover their eyes and be like : son & daughter please don’t look at the TV while Taylor’s LWYMMD video is on while the Look What You Made Me Do ( LWYMMD) video is on. Furthermore, she’s brave , though I don’t know if she would be brave enough to say anything about borrowing my ideas .Because l so many people are scared to go against the status quo because they’re afraid of not fitting in because so many people like Taylor , like 40 million 80 million people. I’m just like one like the only person brave enough to speak about this. It may seem stupid career wise for me it would be smarter of me not to mention this to be incognito rather then oppose the status quo . I’m risking losing people not liking me. Oh well! So what, I’m telling the truth to help enlighten people . I’m not a bad person for sharing information to help them and telling the truth that people stole my music 🎶 ideas in the past they stole or borrowed from spying on me . I’m just telling the truth , it was not wholesome, LWYMMD , and those ideas were not mine. I would have opposed the filming of that video . I hope she learned her lesson from that video and doesn’t ever make another like it for the rest of her young blessed life for the sake of all that is good, holy & pure. Furthermore , I don’t like Satan and I don’t like people that try to have power and control over other people. I don’t like snakes and the last I heard they were a symbol of Satan and they are poisonous and dangerous for little children and women to be around ; they eat innocent bunny rabbits, and snakes are devoured by them and they are destroyers , and venomous and not good for puppies or babies to be around , try so I think that people should sober up and if I am going to be a true fan of Taylor, then I’m first and foremost, going to put Jesus Christ in my life first and pray that we can try to help one another, and tell each other the truth and with constructive criticism to put some clothes on ! I’m only being real toward her at the moment, critiquing her, because I expect better from her as a Christian, and I don’t want her representing herself with satanic / hedonistic/ sexist idealism. It’s way too dangerous to be led astray by the Devil or Satan . The children are the ones that are being influenced by that promiscuous behavior & unwholesome imagery, it’s nonsense. So anyhow , we can forgive each other. We make mistakes in life. For example for six almost more than 7 years I worked at a Go Go club bar , women & men misbehaved terribly. Sometimes Iwas an escort temporarily for 6 months , big mistake o my pst cut on my part though lesson learned ! I would never go back into one of those buildings ever again. I’d rather be in a horse barn full of horse Pooh . I don’t encourage girls or guys / men nor women not there’s no good reason to go to Go Go bars . I encourage people now more than ever to go to church instead to stay away from clubs and instead see fun or good movies that are PG -13 , be sober , participate in fun activities wholesome , learn a new language , exercise and be sober ,helpful to others , to be or become eco ~ conscious & peaceful between the dark & the light take a moment ( to quote the beautiful singer Mega ) take a moment to make things right , sober up please ! That moment is now : this moment. “Let it out ,let it be, you are exactly where you are supposed to be.”~ Mega . I encourage everyone to please find ways to help the environment, and to give back to help the children and elderly contribute positively to society in a way that’s compassionate and stay for our children that lead them in the direction of the light not the darkness.
So again, thank you if you have read this, forgive me for giving the air F bomb, again I’m pretty sure if someone took her creative ideas she would probably respond just the same, so I am not going to apologize too much about that but I do kind of hope that we can all get along and be friends because I shouldn’t be considered an enemy of anyone because I haven’t done anything wrong genuine and I’m still a fan of Taylor Swift , I just want to see more of the things that she does that are kind and genuine, rather than kind of like this chaos that she made, so all is forgiven. ✨

✨I think we need to be careful in the future and realize she’s really talented and she is a beautiful person Taylor though with great power comes great responsibility , she should be careful how she presents herself . I do not mind when she wears her nice different color dresses and she plays her plays her guitar and I do love her fans and I care about them. Im one of them . I just don’t want anyone getting confused by some of the videos I’ve seen that are not as wholesome as they could’ve been. So we should try to have fun and enjoy life and do things that are good Phillipians 4:8 ✨

Is good to be around animals and have compassion for them also , especially those that are good and sentient & remember to try to help each other. Be honest be kind be considerate, be caring, not steal, creative ideas from other people. We should ask people permission to use their creative ideas and how they would feel about it if we borrowed something , try to be humble instead of arrogant and learn from our mistakes and try to you know be good and there’s enough negativity in the world so we should try to be helpful to each other like take like a real take a class doing something to learn something new or volunteer to help like people that you love and care about you know you have random active kindness every day back to the environment every single football game and every single concert people should be given like a complementary bag of honeybee pollen to plant a flower for every time they have to drive to the stadium to pollute the earth and someways. At least it may be Taylor Swift as many people go to her concert can make the earth more beautiful by asking people to help the honeybees that could be a way to the . environment, and all honesty we should care about the earth and the ecosystem, and try to proliferate loving kindness, and not competitiveness and rivalries. we really should try to come together as like a band of light as one of my good friends, Elijah said we should all kind of try to bring for the light of God within ourselves and kind of you know, radiate loving kindness as much as possible…
So with my prayer that we can all be friendly and learn from our mistakes and try to do better in the future to care about how we are influencing the younger generations and their innocent minds, before we try to become famous for doing something, that’s not helping others. So I’m wishing you kindness and wishing you happiness and wishing you peace and I’m wishing you prosperity., and goodness , and may God bless you on your path! Let’s make the earth a better place ! O:)
Peace …
Best Wishes,
🌸April T Joines

It’s not about me : let’s care about something greater than ourselves.
I’m like I don’t care if I’m famous or not I’m telling the truth whether it makes me less popular or not. Though at least people could care about the environment. So please next time you go shopping buy some bee pollen or bee flower seeds because spring is right around the corner and we need to save the other 52% of the bee population and ban neonics and pesticides being sold to be put on the food crops in the United States,& we need to urge Congress & Senators to be like the European Union, and not allow pesticides to be in our food supply or else we’re gonna lose the honeybee populations and if we lose them, we lose our food supply , we lose them : we lose our life and our future generations their lives will be harmed by lack of food in the United States . Vegans and Vegetarian 🥑 Foods are important We need to tell Congress & Senate to help the bees before it’s too late or the land of milk and honey 🍯 will flow no more and be lost forever no more Amber waves of grain .
We need to bee kind to the bees ! Please help the bees ! 💐🐝 #beekind #savethebees #lovetheearth #pollenmatters 🌸🐝💐#blessed #jesuslovesyou #apriljoines #music #TaylorSwift #swifties #boycottneonics #BoycottPesticides #savethebees #beehappy The Bee Conservancy
Blessings & Peace ,
🌸April Therese Joines 🌸 ( April Joines /Melody Sera) 🌸 @apriljoines

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